Seeking, Searching, Never Finding

What happens when you wake up in the morning and you realize you are living someone else’s life?

What happens when you wake up and realize that the shit you are doing on a daily basis doesn’t actually make you HAPPY?



What happens when you realize that your life is NOT going the way you PLANNED, your idea for what you THOUGHT your life would look like at this point in your life?


Do you wake the fuck UP and get PISSED OFF and FRUSTRATED that you are not where you want to be right now??

You had so many dreams and goals at one time in your life.

What happened to them?



Did you magically think that one day you were going to wake up all of a sudden in the life of your dreams?



Or do you push yourself to strive and struggle and strain and achieve and work hard to earn and prove to yourself that you can attain, only to GET the things you’ve worked so hard for and be TOTALLY FUCKING LET DOWN because you realize that it does NOT make you happy after all?

SO what will?

Are you sick and fucking tired of being in the rat race, getting up each and every day doing the same things over and over again?

How many fucking times can you do it until you finally get so fucking SICK and TIRED asking yourself, WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ALL FOR?

What is my PURPOSE?

What am I REALLY here for?

What do I feel called to do in this life?



Surely there is more to life than THIS!



And you wake up each and every day with this yearning, this dissatisfaction, this huge void in your SOUL that you know you were born for MORE but you’re just not quite sure what the fuck that is yet, the only thing you DO know is that IT is there and it’s not going anywhere, no matter what you do..

You can’t quite fill that void, that hole, the creeping sense of dissatisfaction and grasping and trying to hold on to…what?

What is it that you’re really wanting?

What is it that you’re really seeking?

What ANSWER are you looking for?

Because if you feel this…

If it keeps you up at night…

If you are suddenly finding yourself asking questions that you have never thought of before..

You begin to realize that there is way more to life than you ever thought..

There is so much to learn, to discover to know!!

When you begin to go down the rabbit hole, it seems neverending and confusing and yet somehow you KNOW with every fiber and cell of your being that the answer is THERE just beyond your reach, perhaps and you just know that you are in the right place…

And you keep digging..

You keep searching…

Going deeper into these places where you never thought you’d find

The answers are there

Everything you need to know is already inside

SO many people think that the answers are outside of them, in the external seeking and searching and trying to find someone or something to FIX them or COMPLETE them and make them WHOLE again..

But the truth is, that — there’s nothing OUTSIDE of you that can SAVE you.

There’s no magic pill, no magic formula, no person, no THING that can give you everything that you are seeking and searching for

IF You don’t find it within yourself FIRST

There is much to be discovered



You want to discover what your passion is, what your purpose and unique gifts and talents are in this world?

THIS is the way…

Follow your soul

Follow your bliss

Follow the way that has been laid out before you, you know

Even though you say you don’t, I know you know

What is that one thing that you have always wanted to do?

What is that one thing that you would do if money wasn’t an issue?

If you pursued and filled your life with what made you happy, what would that be?

How would that be different to how you are living now?

Sometimes we have to allow it all to breakdown…

Sometimes we have to let go of it all..

In order to start a new path, a new way

I know it might seem overwhelming. I know you might not know HOW these things are going to happen, or HOW you are going to create your DREAM LIFE.

After all, you’ve been living this way for SO long.

You’ve got responsibilities, kids, cars, payments and shit.

You can’t be so reckless!

Besides, what would people think!?

That would be so CRAZY to do that!!

Right!??

Or is THIS the crazy thinking that just is blocking you and stopping you from HAVING and BEING and DOING the things that you know would REALLY make you happy?

And if you actually WERE to step out and make the LEAP into your dream life, what do you think would happen?

Would you feel better about yourself?

Would you feel alive again?

Would you jump out of bed every morning, lit the fuck up and excited about what you are going to be doing that day?

If you’re not living like this now— then WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?

The only way to get what you want is to STOP PUTTING YOUR DREAMS OFF until tomorrow.

Never was Rome built in a day either.

There may be much work to do — and that is okay.

It might seem overwhelming and impossible at first.

That is okay too.

Keep going.

All you have to do is take the next step… keep your eye on the prize— AND while at the same time enjoying every freaking moment of creating your dream life from a place of purpose and passion.

Are you willing and ready to do whatever it takes?

Are you ready to give up all your excuses?

Are you ready to dive in head first and take full responsibility for creating your life exactly the way you want it?



I know you don’t know if its possible… but what is worse– Living this way and NEVER KNOWING if you can do it? Or taking the LEAP and finding that you can FLY????

I know this year for me has been a massive LEAP and transformation and ultimately it has been SOOOOO Important for me to stay focused on the ULTIMATE DREAM LIFE — my purpose and passion and wellbeing at the forefront. Because when you put yourself FIRST and follow your dreams, everything begins to fall into place.

You can TRUST your dreams.

I love you.

Are you ready to take the LEAP?

💙💙💙

In light + love

Lauren Love

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